what the fuck is going on!?

one night im great, everythings great. i dont care about him and how he hurts me, it actually makes me laugh. then the next night im so torn up that im crying and in physically pain at the same time, wanting him to want me so badly i would do anything, and then seeing he doesnt care.

tonight is a good night

tonight is all right

mabye were back on track, on the railroad to another 'good patch' after this brief but intense bad one, i dont know, mabye we'll have to wait and see